Being Diagnosed With Cancer

Hello everyone, so I have finally completed my final week of Radiotherapy and other than celebrating, I thought I would share the story of my short run-in with cancer and how its best to have a positive mind about it throughout.

So grab a coffee or tea… It’s a long one…

You may have wondered why I wasn’t at University and instead why I’ve been wondering around South Kensington for the last five weeks. This was because I was diagnosed with cancer and then being treated with Radiotherapy at The Royal Marsden Hospital.


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My Story 

I was diagnosed with Synovial Sarcoma in September 2017, which turns out to have been causing me pain for a number of years now, yet I never knew what it was. So maybe around five years ago, my right leg, behind the knee became very sore and unable to function properly. In an attempt to ease the pain and solve the problem we went to several chiropractors and doctors, and unfortunately all were unable to get to the bottom of what was the problem. This year we were transferred to the Royal Marsden Hospital, who are known for specialising in cancer and specifically sarcomas of this particular area of the body…When I saw they specialised in cancer, my heart sank and I knew what was going to be the outcome. Sadly they diagnosed me with Synovial Sarcoma and for five weeks I have been having Radiotherapy five times a week to shrink the tumour.

When I found out I had cancer the first couple of weeks were very hard to handle, my positivity was gone…I couldn’t think, I didn’t even want to speak to anyone… In my head, I assumed the worst and I didn’t know how to process this. Hearing the big ‘C’ word is so scary. So when I discovered I had cancer, we didn’t know what stage it was at, and if it had spread and I think waiting for that answer to come was the reason I was so hopeless…I was waiting for the unknown. Fortunately for my self, My stage with cancer was ‘Low-grade’, meaning that luckily for me the cancer was slowly growing, was less aggressive and less likely to spread! After hearing this amazing news, I was back! I wish I could say from the very first day of the diagnosis I was positive and lived life to the fullest,  but I didn’t and that is okay. I don’t think anyone around me knew how to deal with it either. I had so much going on at this point I didn’t know where to start. I was just about to go into my final year at University studying Textiles BA (Hons), which will be the hardest year in education and they suggested to defer my year. I was devastated to hear that as it wasn’t in my plans to take an extra year to complete my degree and I didn’t want to miss a year because of only five weeks! I stood my ground and proved I could do it. I wanted to have focus and I planned my University work meticulously. I am so grateful I was accepted to stay on this year as it kept my mind occupied on something else rather than thinking about my treatment all day and textiles or art in general is so important to me.

So What Is Synovial Sarcoma?

Content from – Sarcoma Cancer 

Synovial Sarcoma develops in cells around joints and tendons. Synovial Sarcoma can occur anywhere throughout the body but often near the knee. Synovial sarcoma is most commonly associated with young adults.

When thinking about cancer, sadly I have had friends and family around me, who have also suffered from cancer and I never of thought I would be in the same position.
One of my closest, dearest childhood friends, Elspeth Dale, was diagnosed with Classic Hodgkin’s Lymphoma last year, and that shocked me the most. I couldn’t understand why someone my age, in their 20’s had cancer….one of my best friends…I couldn’t digest it! On her journey, I noticed a change in her step, she became so much stronger and confident with herself and had no care what anyone else thought! She was so amazing and inspiring, and she helped me out so much and brought heaps of positivity with her wherver she went and made me belive that I can do it too!

What follows are the stories of two strong women:

“To be honest, when I was diagnosed I couldn’t actually get my head around what I was hearing. I sort of didn’t feel anything to begin with, I cried but I didn’t really feel sad until it finally sunk in later on. I was actually a lot more worried about telling my mum that I was for myself! My first thought was “I’m going to die” and then “my hair is going to fall out and I’m going to be ugly”. But going bald made me take myself a lot less seriously – I used to think having really long hair was the most important thing ever but it’s not – your hair doesn’t make you, and everyone will love you regardless of being bald. Honestly, in the end I found it quite funny that I was bald – it was like my party trick. The way I dealt with cancer was by staying positive – I knew I had to just go through whatever it took to make myself better and it would all be over in a few months, then I would have the rest of my life ahead of me. I’m not going to lie and say that it was easy to stay positive – recovering from chemo was the hardest and most unpleasant thing I ever had to do. But once the drugs wore off each time it just made me appreciate feeling normal. The most amazing thing was the response from my friends, family and boyfriend. I had never felt so very loved and supported before and I found out how much I mean to the people around me which was honestly an amazing experience. Going through cancer made me see life in a much more positive way and appreciate every little bit of normality life throws at me.” – Elspeth Dale. 

“On 30th June 2015 I was diagnosed with Peritoneal Cancer – a form of Ovarian Cancer. Within three weeks I had major surgery and six weeks later the Chemotherapy began. My Oncologist told me that before the second session of chemo I would lose my hair! My worst nightmare but I had a wig and scarves…. My chemo sessions were every three weeks and lasted for seven hours. Initially, a few days after chemo I would be very poorly for three or four days and then feel better until the next session. As the sessions continued I felt more and more unwell and it wasn’t until some three months after chemo ended that I started to feel like myself again! I still have traces of cancer around my liver and bowel and take tablets daily to keep the cells at bay and have CT Scans every three months just to make sure! I have been tested for the BRACA gene and thankfully it was clear.

It is now October 2017, I have my hair back and am attending a workshop for Ovarian Cancer in Brighton next month which I am really looking forward to…” – Linda Levett, My Nanny.


Since starting my treatment,  I have definitely had my ups and downs, as anyone would. Being exhasuted was not only a massive side effect from radio therapy, but I was travelling to and from London everyday during the week and going straight back home to try and fit in my everyday normal life. I put so much pressure on my self. I was juggling radiotherapy, University work, commissioned work, fitness, socializing and rebuilding my blog again…what was I thinking!? And yes, it was very hard, but not impossible. I have had a lot of moments where I felt trapped, I wanted to get on with life, I wanted to get back to Uni.
I am writing this in Tanya’s cafe, round the corner from the Hospital, Looking back at everything from these five weeks and for the last couple of days I have stopped and relaxed. I am so proud of my self for being so determined with doing everything, but I have accepted that it is good to stop and take time for yourself.


So for my treatment I am firstly having Radiotherapy for five weeks, this treatment uses high-energy radiation beams to destroy cancer cells. It is used either before or after surgery. When used before surgery it aims to reduce the size of the tumour so it can be operated on and removed. Radiotherapy is also very effective when given after surgery. This is particularly so for intermediate and high-grade tumours and when the margins are quite close. In this case, the aim is to kill off any local cancer cells which remain in the area of the tumour. After this treatment, I will being recovering for up to six weeks so that in December I have an operation to remove the tumour and fingers crossed, my journey will be finished!

What We Can All Do To Help!

There are so many amazing opportunities for all of us to get involved with from charities, fundraising events, raising money, making yourself aware of how to find cancer or even supporting a loved one.
Even though you may not physically be affected, you will be by one of your loved ones.

L E T S  A L L  H E L P! 

Sarcoma Cancer

Teenage Cancer Trust

Cancer Research

Macmillan Cancer

Children With Cancer

Breast Cancer Care

Bowel Cancer

Prostate Cancer 


I Just want to say a massive thankyou to my Mum, Dad and Laurie for being so supportive and catching me when I fall. As well as thankyou to all my friends and family for being with me every step of the way, I don’t think I could have done it with out you!

Thankyou to the Royal Marsden and Teenage Cancer Trust for being incredible and so attentive!

Please lets all become more aware,
Take care of yourself and each other,
Don’t take anything for granted

Lots of Love


  1. Wow Amelia, that’s a beautiful piece, well done xxx

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  2. Tom Willis says:

    Amelia, so Inspiring and amazing. Your positivity is incredible. Thinking about you and behind you to finish this journey. Lots of love xx

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    1. Hello lovely aww thankyou so much xxxx


  3. jesssimps says:

    Love you to the stars and back xxx

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    1. Love you baby girl xxxx


  4. Julie Golby/Crowhurst says:

    Hi Amelia
    My name is Julie !
    I’m your auntie Julie’s friend from school I’m so sorry to hear you’ve been poorly !
    But you blog tells me your a very strong young women.
    Your so much like your dad !
    Stay strong Amelia your doing so well thinking of you and your family big hug to you all 😘❤️

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    1. Thankyou so much xxx


  5. Mary Matthews says:

    Amelia. So lovely to see you in Morleys last night celebrating with your family (I served you your gin). Your nan and I have shared our peritoneal Cancer journey as we were diagnosed at the same time. Hope this doesn’t sound bizarre but I found your blog on this uplifting- maybe realising whatever age we are or kind of cancer we have our experiences are similar. Wishing you all the best. Mary


    1. Hello, yes of course I remember you! And wow thankyou so much that’s so amazing to hear!! ❤


  6. Hanya taylor says:

    Hey Amelia, just wanted to say I am so sorry to hear this, it sounds like you are being incredibly brave and strong given everything.
    Please keep positive lovely by smiling that beautiful smile of yours.
    Love and hugs always to you, Laurie and your family.
    Hanya xxxxxx

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    1. Hellooooo aww thankyou so much! That’s so lovely xxxx


  7. Karen says:

    Hi Amelia
    What a wonderful, strong, positive young woman you are. I am not as young as you (putting it mildly) but I too am having treatment for this Voldemort of diseases and have to travel to Manchester from mid-Sussex every few weeks as there is nowhere else offering this particular treatment in the UK. I totally know how stressful the logistics of this alone can be without the massive stress and strain of dealing with having ‘The Big C’ itself but you have made it look like a walk in the park and made me look at my own situation in a more positive light.
    I wish you all the luck in the world and have no doubt that with your attitude and determination you will come through this and won’t look back.
    Much love xx

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    1. Hello my lovely, I am so sorry to hear the news, I wouldn’t want any one to go through it! Bless you! And thankyou so much! Wow that is a tough journey however you could make it into a little holiday break 😉 treat yourself to a show or lovely dinners! Bring the girls! I hope everything goes well and thankyou so much, if you need a chat I am always here ❤❤❤


  8. Sarah Stillwell says:

    Wow what amazing young lady you are … And what a beautifully written, uplifting and positive blog. I too have just finished my cancer treatment (I love the comment above calling it Voldermort of diseases!) physically I’m getting there but mentally I have struggled at times. Reading this has cheered me up (if that doesn’t sound too odd?!!)
    Wishing you all the very best (especially for your op in December) I hope then you can put all this behind you.
    Thank you for such a positive and inspiring blog.
    With love Sarah xxxx

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    1. Awww thankyou so much, that’s amazing to here, I hope all goes well and if you need anyone to chat too, I’m always here xxxx


  9. Great attitude! You are an inspiration. 🙂

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    1. Thankyou so much!!!

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  10. The girl in the green scarf says:

    Amelia girl stay strong. You are so strong now. All the positive vibes and good wishes towards you. I’m glad you are here and I’m waiting for that day when you will tell that you had a successful surgery. Much love ❤

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    1. Awww thankyou so much xxxx

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  11. Sarah Parham says:

    Heat a great story! You are so brave. Sending love and I know you will completely smash your course. If I can help in any way – you know where I am.

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    1. Aww thankyou so much Sarah!!! Xxx


  12. Hello Amelia,
    What an inspiration you are to,all young Cancer sufferers .. your story is so uplifting… I know your Mum well.. she used to be my Stylist before she left the Salon… my thoughts and love are with you and your family and hope for a speedy recovery for you… much love ❤️❤️

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    1. Aww thankyou so much xxxx


  13. Cheryl doyle says:

    Amelia, you are a very brave and positive young lady , sending you all our love 💕


    1. aww thank you very much!!!


  14. Loved reading this!!! Can relate so much ! I’m 27 and just had cancer . Good luck . Wish you nothing but the best


    1. Thank you so much, bless you, good luck and hope everything is okay!! xxxx


  15. harotianessentials says:

    This is so empowering. God bless you during this journey. 🙂


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